Negative thoughts

yes, my brain cells are dying.
aaaccckkkk. quack quack. laugh while you can..
..cause i cant even smile now. Sekarang saya tension sini.

I can feel the pressure and jitters now. last minute preparation. From introduction to political issues to bla bla bla bla bla whatever. Heck, i hardly read the newspaper, so catching up with recent political issues is such a headache !

I'm very troubled now. Very. The thoughts just kill me. It all started after i received Agnes and Janson's sms shouting to me with joy : It's over!. p/s : am happy for u guys. Then this came : mine is not over, not over not over dot dot dot.

Good luck to Beatrice, Kai Xian, Liang Yuan & Chung Sien tmr.

Ohh happy april fool eve!!

A prayer for all

JPA interview is from 31st March to 3rd April. Tomorrow is the first day. May the white angels be with Agnes, Michele & Janson.

"Dear Lord, listen to our prayers. The prayers of all JPA short listed candidates. We all want it badly. Please give us a piece of calm mind during the interview day. May peace and wisdom be with us. Amen!"

Good luck to all.!((=

Just dance

After 2 weeks of absentees from Ballet, I'm back to rock the dance floor! I've been MIA until Emily thought i stopped dancing. 2 weeks only and i miss dancing! ahhhh..what's life gonna be without Ballet??

Danced 3 classes in a row today : Grade 7, Grade 6 and Intermediate. Then, i realised i miss pirouette so much so much! Went on pointe during Intermediate class and it hurts a lot cause i forgot to cut my toe nails, again.

And and the performance dvd is out! *delighted*

Nike Free

As much as i wanted Adidas, i settled for Nike after one hour of choosing and waiting and trying on.

My first pair of Nike spoilt last year, but Dad managed to fix it. Then, it had a crocodile’s mouth recently [exaggerating bah]. Fyi, the first pair lasted me 3 years or more. Not bad aye..

I wanted pink, but no size available. So i got a Size 6 blue instead. I know it looks like school shoes, so plain white, but thats the best i can get here in Kooching with sales some more. Untung lah.

Ssmiliiing nowwww!! Tee heE~ new stuff never fail to make me happy!

Thinking small can be big thinking

We heard so much about global warming ; how it affects the earth, how much harm it brought about. From ice glaciers melting to polar bear dying.

Now, what can you do for the earth?? TO save the earth and to fight global warming.

1. Turn your lights off for an hour at 8.30pm sharp on March 28.
2. Sign up and become a part of Earth Hour.
3. Spread the word about Earth Hour : tell your friends and family.
4. Make it happen.
   

On March 28 you can VOTE EARTH by switching off your lights for one hour. Or you can vote global warming by leaving your lights on.

I vote the earth. What about you??

Runaway

dealing with what i dislike again today, and probably tomorrow and the day after tomorrow until 2nd april. *sulk*

A part of me wana throw these aside and just let it go. A part of me says : u're one lucky girl, grab it and cherish whatever u have. Be appreciative. So yeah, putting up a =)) double chin smile just to go through the days. What more can i ask for?? Stress is back to haunt me. *screammmmmsss*

On the bright side, I'm happy cause Agnes was with me. Took the online test together and just have a girl talk session. Awww..memories.

God please be with me, with us all through whatever challenges ahead. Guide us as we take a step closer to the future. We know You are always watching over us, always and forever.

Grateful I'm

aaaccccckkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!

wEeeeeeeeeeeee!
pheeewiiiiiitttttttttt!!!

whatver. I'm making all sorts of noises now. Even annoying than a baby. Am so hyper now. Elated. On cloud nine.

Tahniah!! Never never never expect i'll make it through 50%!! but somehow another am still gona fail the other 50%. but but at least i get to wear Baju Kurung and go have fun and experience the tension. tee-heeeee!BleUKS!

jeeeshhhh... what more can i say?? THANKS GOD!!! Praise the Lord. I'm a step closer.

*hip hop hips jump jump hip hop hop saute saute*

Q & A

Friends and family have been asking me multiple questions on the same topic.

Question : Did you lose weight??
Answer : Yes. I did. 0.5 kg only.

Question : Howas it!
Answer : GREAT! U should join lah!!

Question : Why spent RM80 to starve yourself??
Answer : Join it and u'll know the answer. Experience it. Worth every penny.

Question : Tired not??
Answer : Very.

Question : Can bath??
Answer : Cannot.

Question : Seriously cannot eat??
Answer : Yesh, but some curi makan.

Question : Can starve another 30 hours??
Answer : Another 10 hours can lah. 30 more i'll peng.

Fashion stylist anyone??

The previous night during supper, we were talking about "Hey u wana buy formal clothes right, let us help u. We both are GOOD in it." We were merely talking about it. Good God.

This bro is so fast. Received a sms around 8pm just now telling me to be prepared in 20 minutes time. Then i went : urgent!! Janson needs help!. *laughssss*

Settled for Spring. Spring again i know, Kuching is so desperate for shopping malls lah. Who says guys stuff are expensive?? Tonight prove this so wrong. Can easily get a Pierre Cardin formal shirt for RM49 !! RM29 for another Italian branded shirt. See, proven! Note : Guys stuff are not that expensive as they claimed or as most girls thought.

Janson's two personal fashion stylist!

After supper, went for a lawatan sambil belajar to GH and for the first time i enter the hospital without heavy feeling and actually smiled all way long before i saw a patient's face stained with BLOOD. ewhhhh. Gah! Am tired. Full stop.

We made it!!

YESssHHH!!!!! We MADE it.

30 hours without food, I'm so glad we made it. Amazing huh?! Even looking back at myself, i was shocked at my own achievement. I practically cant believe i made it to the finishing line. It's all faith i guess. Cause before the camp, i actually pictured myself going home half way or even faint, which i dint!! I deserve a big round of applause aye?? *perasan*

Brief sharing about the whole 30 hours fasting.

• Meaningful.
• Fun fun fun and more fun. Heaps of fun.
  
• Spread the love, love the poor even more.
  
• Touch our heart.
• Hungry for hope.
• Hunger for a reason.
  
• Perseverance to finish the race.
• Patients.
• Teamwork.
• Family love : family always come first.

I'm so HAPPY i joined this camp. No regrets joining. The next 30-hour famine, count me in!

Hungry for Hope

30 hours worth of experience left me in awe.

The 1st 30-Hour Famine was held in Miri.
Now, they are finally here in KUCHING!!

My group

Taken before the programme starts which is at 11.30am

One of the activities - massage the person in front you
...where i went all ticklish and giggle there.

Of all the activities and programmes, Famine Challenge 1 is the best. In this challenge, all campers will be set in a scene where earthquake just strike, where each family member plays a vital role to ensure the survival of the whole family. Chaos, long queue, pushing and squeezing, you name it.

Here we are building our lil house out of chairs, strings, newspapers and cellophane tape.

Tada! The lil homie home.

See those happy faces??

Total satisfaction with our handmade home

Various entertainment such as the Poverty Quiz Show where Danell Lee, Francissca Peter and Jolin the emcee battle against each other and live performances from Studio 23, Soulcatchez, Evenstarr, Danell and Francissca.

Francissca Peter

Camping indoor with air cond some more.
At 11.45pm, we are still energetic and wide awake despite the singing and cheering for 3 hours from the Famine Showcase. Still smiling so sweet.

Drastic change the next day


*drumrolls*

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By 5.30am the next day...where's the smile??

Group 9 is really an amazing group. Met a bunch of great, friendly people here and made new friends. We have 2 adults, a Nigerian friend, a 10 year old girl and the teenagers with us.

Angelina. Linus. Yuki.

Me. Gladys. Karen. Phoebe.

This girl Mei Yun is so cute. I was walking pass her group then she stopped me. "Come kneel down, let me have a closer look." I was like : uh, u know me?? Then she nodded. "u know me for me or u know my brother Robin??" She went "err..BOTH!!"

The next thing i knew, a wave hits me : Why everyone recognises me for 'ey! Robin's sister!'

Jiun Shuan. Me. Mei Yun.

ex-highians + highians

Groupie # 1

Groupie # 2

Groupie # 3

Let's jump up high!!

At 6pm sharp, we had our first bite.

Say hi to our FOOD!!

Everyone cheering after puasa-ing for 30 hours long.

30 Hours Famine

30 Hour Famine is an overnight camp organized by World Vision where participants voluntarily give up solid foods for 30 hours, starting from 12pm on 21st March to 6pm on 22nd March. Throughout the camp, no eating, no bathing, but drinking only plain water is allowed.

Date : 21/03/2009 - 22/03/2009

Venue : Christian Ecumenical Worship Centre

here i come!!

18th bash

Chun Liang's birthday celebration at Pizza Hut. I couldnt make it at first cause i have Ballet class, then it was canceled last minute, so here I'm, with the group of age 17/18 friends!! It was a BIG group, i was shocked to see those unfamiliar faces. lol. bash

Lovey dovey
Agnes & I


Jen & I

Michele & I

Tian & I

The quadrats

Groupies

I was really happy to see the girls, especially Jen!! It has been long since we last catch up and camwhore!! I miss this girl LOTS!

After dinner, pop in Sharon's house just to get myself a jacket cause we're going to the cinema. Cinema is always cold, and i'm afraid and cant stand the coldness, so I need a jacket. We watched the movie Taken, where Sharon and I shouted in the cinema until the guys wana throw pop corn at us, but they sayang us too much not to throw it =p. Oh wells, we had fun shouting! There were so many creepy ewhhh-wee scene. Jen, Sharon and I even held each others' hands, hey we're not lesbian, it's that scary.

shopaholic is out next week! I so so wana watch it with the girls!!25th March premiere : stay tuned!